09-09-2010, 04:10 PM
Have you ever taken someone's problems as yours? And then you can't stop thinking about the case and just keep getting more and more depressed the more you think about it. And everything seems to revolve around this thing and..and..
I know, I know, I will regret posting this, but it's just one of those days and I need to get this off my chest sorta somewhere because I guess I won't be seeing my psychologist soon ://///...
When this helping part of me is gone, I miss it. But now...It happens all the time, someone tells me about a problem of theirs and I just keep thinking about it it's almost like I live just so that I can think of a solution to the case and see what happens but then that's not my life - it's gone and I may lie to myself that I'm happy it has resolved, but I know that...ugh...
But on the other hand I LOVE doing that, trying to help..right now I live only so that I can get up in the morning and see what had happened with a...person whose problem I have um...gotten into so much, if i can say that. then I count the hours to the next time I learn about it and..and...it's fuckin killeng me sorta that nothing's working out, like it's my problem, but it's not
I have to get a life, really...
one moment everything looks so cool, I'm so happy because of something, next moment something else pops up around some kind of a problem like that and I go crazy and then there's my sister who's driving me insane and imma punch her and....FUCKK
Ughhh, I'm sorry...
I know, I know, I will regret posting this, but it's just one of those days and I need to get this off my chest sorta somewhere because I guess I won't be seeing my psychologist soon ://///...
When this helping part of me is gone, I miss it. But now...It happens all the time, someone tells me about a problem of theirs and I just keep thinking about it it's almost like I live just so that I can think of a solution to the case and see what happens but then that's not my life - it's gone and I may lie to myself that I'm happy it has resolved, but I know that...ugh...
![Angry Angry](https://gayspeak.com/images/smilies/angry.png)
But on the other hand I LOVE doing that, trying to help..right now I live only so that I can get up in the morning and see what had happened with a...person whose problem I have um...gotten into so much, if i can say that. then I count the hours to the next time I learn about it and..and...it's fuckin killeng me sorta that nothing's working out, like it's my problem, but it's not
I have to get a life, really...
![Angry Angry](https://gayspeak.com/images/smilies/angry.png)
Ughhh, I'm sorry...