09-21-2010, 02:51 AM
@SrChulo
Lol, I'm sure ur not so "out of touch" yet haha. I would ask him that, but I know he doesn't have my teachers/classes because I have Honors and Advance Placement classes, and his are just regular. hehe..
@SlipknotRlZZ
Oh really? haha. So, ur really switching then? I hope your dean will let u.
I asked mine before, but they can't change my schedule unless I drop down to some regular classes.. :/ lol... and I'm like wow forget that then.. And wait a sec, U HAVE 14? do u have ALL 14 everyday?!? :eek: I have all six of mine. and they are like 45-50min only per class. How long are ur classes then?!
Alright, I know this may sound really disappointing, but I didn't talk to him yet... Actually, I totally forgot about facebook the whole day that day since I was out the whole weekend. When I got home, I got on it and there was a single update. It said that he accepted my friend request and I bursted with joy inside. :biggrin: haha lol.
I just sat in my chair thinking about what I should say, how I msg him.. if I actually should or not or idk until I fell asleep... :confused:
So.. I thought that I'd think about it at school today. I saw him a couple of times. He was taking his GF to her next class and I was walking out of it. He saw me immediately and I didn't even notice (cause I was like day dreaming lol..) until he started to talk and I heard. I looked over shyly, and he started to smile.
After that, I saw him at the usual. This time, I was kind of late.. BUT it was perfect timing with him. I came out the hallway as he was just about to go through. He was alone and he knew I looked at him and he started to have this cute smile on him again. :redface: I smiled too of course. I can't stop myself anymore but I don't think he saw since he looks away when I look.
Ok. What do I like about him? I like his smile. I like how ppl say he is "ugly.." (compared to his bro anyway) because his bro is TOTALLY fcking sexy!. His bro has that baby face , the chiseled abs, those nice arms...BUUTTTTT I completely disagree no matter what. I see him to be something else. I don't just see him as "Oh! isn't he "so and so's" brother?" I see him as his own self. I like how he has his own style (well, used to anyway.) I like the sound of his voice. It sounds familiar and when I hear it, it gives me comfort. I like how I feel like I know him in a way that I don't see in anyone else. He sparks my interest. I feel like there's just something about him that I can't figure out and I keep wanting to. I like his eyes, the way he sincerely smile makes them shine to me. I like that he quotes from the lyrics of the songs he likes like I do. I like how he doesn't seem so smart, but actually one of those ppl who do know what they're doing. I like how I know he puts himself off as happy and has alot of friends, but I know he kinda feels alone alot, and I would know since I do the same thing. I like that he doesn't seem so stereotypical no matter what. He just completely stands out to me wherever I see him. I like how he isn't one of those people who just goes in a relationship with someone because of their looks. His gf, she is REALLLYYY short, but pretty, smart, etc. and reallllyyy short compared to him. He looks like he is holding hands with a 6th grader, but when she broke up with HIM, that was when he cried. All the guys I know just pretty much say, "Whatever it's YOUR lost. WHORE..!" but I don't see that in him. He actually CRIED infront of everyone.. he kinda looked like a big baby and he was causing a lot of attention.. but he actually cried for her. I was crushed seeing how much he cared but it also kinda made me like him more because he does actually really care. That is what I like about him.
Now.. of course.. there is his is face.. he is very handsome and his arms are very nice.. it has the curves, and some of those veins popping up lol. then, his abs!! OMG.. 
his aren't as toned as his bro's, but his seems more natural and perfect.. just perfect.. Then of course when he was showing his ass in PE before, it was just amazing.. all i can say is I can't complain. ALL these too are what I like about him, but I care more about his personality and such. (but of course all this comes as a close second haha.)
Alright, so that's that. I still don't know what to say though.. Do I jus go "hi"? but wouldn't that be weird...? and (keeping in mind, I still am not sure he is gay/bi) so what if he gets freaked out by me and all of a sudden save the msg's and like show them to someone.. making them think that I'M gay. Another thing is though, what if his GF gets on his Facebook?? She gets on his myspace sometimes and put "your wifey was here <3 youuuu 9/11/10(:" what if she sees the msgs?! and starts to suspect something or write back to me and tricking me? making me think she was him and catches me redhanded?! D:
I get scared of these things too easy I know.. and I'm jumping to conclusions.... but it gets stuck in my head... :/
Lol, I'm sure ur not so "out of touch" yet haha. I would ask him that, but I know he doesn't have my teachers/classes because I have Honors and Advance Placement classes, and his are just regular. hehe..
@SlipknotRlZZ
Oh really? haha. So, ur really switching then? I hope your dean will let u.
I asked mine before, but they can't change my schedule unless I drop down to some regular classes.. :/ lol... and I'm like wow forget that then.. And wait a sec, U HAVE 14? do u have ALL 14 everyday?!? :eek: I have all six of mine. and they are like 45-50min only per class. How long are ur classes then?!Alright, I know this may sound really disappointing, but I didn't talk to him yet... Actually, I totally forgot about facebook the whole day that day since I was out the whole weekend. When I got home, I got on it and there was a single update. It said that he accepted my friend request and I bursted with joy inside. :biggrin: haha lol.
I just sat in my chair thinking about what I should say, how I msg him.. if I actually should or not or idk until I fell asleep... :confused:
So.. I thought that I'd think about it at school today. I saw him a couple of times. He was taking his GF to her next class and I was walking out of it. He saw me immediately and I didn't even notice (cause I was like day dreaming lol..) until he started to talk and I heard. I looked over shyly, and he started to smile.
After that, I saw him at the usual. This time, I was kind of late.. BUT it was perfect timing with him. I came out the hallway as he was just about to go through. He was alone and he knew I looked at him and he started to have this cute smile on him again. :redface: I smiled too of course. I can't stop myself anymore but I don't think he saw since he looks away when I look.
Ok. What do I like about him? I like his smile. I like how ppl say he is "ugly.." (compared to his bro anyway) because his bro is TOTALLY fcking sexy!. His bro has that baby face , the chiseled abs, those nice arms...BUUTTTTT I completely disagree no matter what. I see him to be something else. I don't just see him as "Oh! isn't he "so and so's" brother?" I see him as his own self. I like how he has his own style (well, used to anyway.) I like the sound of his voice. It sounds familiar and when I hear it, it gives me comfort. I like how I feel like I know him in a way that I don't see in anyone else. He sparks my interest. I feel like there's just something about him that I can't figure out and I keep wanting to. I like his eyes, the way he sincerely smile makes them shine to me. I like that he quotes from the lyrics of the songs he likes like I do. I like how he doesn't seem so smart, but actually one of those ppl who do know what they're doing. I like how I know he puts himself off as happy and has alot of friends, but I know he kinda feels alone alot, and I would know since I do the same thing. I like that he doesn't seem so stereotypical no matter what. He just completely stands out to me wherever I see him. I like how he isn't one of those people who just goes in a relationship with someone because of their looks. His gf, she is REALLLYYY short, but pretty, smart, etc. and reallllyyy short compared to him. He looks like he is holding hands with a 6th grader, but when she broke up with HIM, that was when he cried. All the guys I know just pretty much say, "Whatever it's YOUR lost. WHORE..!" but I don't see that in him. He actually CRIED infront of everyone.. he kinda looked like a big baby and he was causing a lot of attention.. but he actually cried for her. I was crushed seeing how much he cared but it also kinda made me like him more because he does actually really care. That is what I like about him.
Now.. of course.. there is his is face.. he is very handsome
and his arms are very nice.. it has the curves, and some of those veins popping up lol. then, his abs!! OMG.. his aren't as toned as his bro's, but his seems more natural and perfect.. just perfect.. Then of course when he was showing his ass in PE before, it was just amazing.. all i can say is I can't complain. ALL these too are what I like about him, but I care more about his personality and such. (but of course all this comes as a close second haha.)Alright, so that's that. I still don't know what to say though.. Do I jus go "hi"? but wouldn't that be weird...? and (keeping in mind, I still am not sure he is gay/bi) so what if he gets freaked out by me and all of a sudden save the msg's and like show them to someone.. making them think that I'M gay. Another thing is though, what if his GF gets on his Facebook?? She gets on his myspace sometimes and put "your wifey was here <3 youuuu 9/11/10(:" what if she sees the msgs?! and starts to suspect something or write back to me and tricking me? making me think she was him and catches me redhanded?! D:
I get scared of these things too easy I know.. and I'm jumping to conclusions.... but it gets stuck in my head... :/
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LOL.. I guess adding him on FB made him think I'm interested officially? lol.
