Do I say my mind?

[SHOman93]

So, I got a quick question for you guys. Should I ask him tomorrow if he wants to go to a world market down the road from my house? He's all into the foreign things and I think if he's never been there before he will enjoy it.

[trywait]

So, I got a quick question for you guys. Should I ask him tomorrow if he wants to go to a world market down the road from my house? He's all into the foreign things and I think if he's never been there before he will enjoy it.

yes !

[SHOman93]

Oh, and, thanks for the congratulations meme! And I hope so! haha

[SHOman93]

Well guys, I really am sad to have to report this back. He's officially not interested in a relationship with me. He admitted to me that he was gay. The way his did that was a group of three of us were talking at work and the other guard brought up the fact that my crush was gay. And when I had a "what?" look on my face he said, "Oh by the way, I'm gay." So that's how that went. And today I told him was going to that market, that he had said he had never been to earlier in the day, and that he should come with. He said "ok" and never mentioned it that rest of the day. Then after work when we closed the pool, we all went our separate ways. Me getting into my car and him with the other girl lifeguard talking about gossip as they walked to their cars. SO..............i guess I'm just gonna have to let this one go. It's gonna take me awhile considering the fact that I have to work with him, so it's gonna be difficult. I want to thank all you guys again for the support!

[LJay]

Well SHOman, sometimes it is better to know than not to know. I do hope that you will be able to share an Orangina once in a while. It is great stuff. Try to be friends. That could be worth a lot.

[Lycanthropist]

I applaud you for having the guts to come out to him like you did. I, as do most gay men, know how you feel right now. There's other fish in the sea, you'll find a nice guy some day, yadda, yadda, yadda, blah, blah, blah. At least you tried. Good luck getting him outta your head. He probably has, at the very least, a one year rent free lease there. Talk about rent control!

[Camfer]

Well SHOman you gave it your best shot. Can't say I'm surprised at the outcome, given his reaction when you came out to him. You handled it all well and should have no regrets. Hope you find a new interest soon!

[SHOman93]

I thank you guys, for like the millionth time. Your support has been crucial to my decisions and the keeping of my sanity (maybe, lol). If I know myself as good as I say I do, he will stay in my head for awhile. Every time I see him at work I will probably be physically attracted to him but then my emotions will remind me of what he thought oh me.....*sighs*.....I hope I find someone else. As a matter of fact, there's another lifeguard Just kidding. Maybe that I'm just starting school I'll meet someone there!